O-M-Geeze
Listen to this: Voice mail
Basically, this girl Olga met Dimitri out somewhere and gave him her card. These are the two voice-mails left on her machine afterwards.
I know someone exactly like him =P
ow..
My throat is killing me & just as I’m about to call to book a doctor’s appointment, I pull out my health card and it’s EXPIRED =’(
So now I have to get it renewed before going to see what’s wrong with me =(
Help, I’m in pain =’(
sick =(
I’m not sure if it’s a fever, a cold or the flu but I feel really weak.
Was with Michelle last night and started to get chills..I was freezing, even though I had a small hoody + sweater over my top and was wrapped in a blanket down in the basement even though no one else was the least bit cold whatsoever. I felt nauseous & headache-y too.
Today, what’s bothering me the most is my sore throat. I can barely speak and it hurts a lot to even swallow. I’m feeling really, really warm too..so uncomfortable!
Moonlight Resonance…
aka 溏心風暴之家好月圓…I’m on episode eight.
Hor Ma just fell down in Jo Ba’s house and he just continued having his dinner & than acted so self-righteous. Supposedly, unlike Heart of Greed, this series will have a happy ending. If that means that the whole family reconciles and Hor Ma & Jo Ba reunite, that is completely messed. He doesn’t deserve his family back after deserting them and acting like a bystander, watching while Hung Yee tortures the other half of the family. He’s spineless and incapable…Hung Yee only has the power she does in manipulating others because he allows it. Even if he doesn’t actively encourage it, he barely stops her either. Despicable.
you all fail!
Yummy cake Gal, Jay, Karen & I made Friday night…four people to make one box of cake mix =) It looks uneven cause Gal & I smashed cookies into bits so that we could mix it into the batter. A bunch of us were @ K’s place for a night in of bbq-ing, baking, ping-pong, cranium & picture-telephone
Last night I went bowling with Manh’s friends. I think i scored 63 in the first round, and 55 in the second. Which means I suck big time =P We were 14 people, split into two teams of seven and the losing team had to buy the other pho. Needless to say, my team lost. Sorry!!!! >__< They’re all going paint-balling this morning, but luckily I have work =) Trying to navigate in mud and trees while paranoid of having people shoot me & developing bruises ain’t my idea of fun. Besides the fact that whoever was on my team would prob. have to treat everyone else to dinner again lol =D
一片空白
一片空白…my brain…
It’s 2:30 am…
Watched the 10:20pm showing of The Dark Knight tonight in IMAX. This time it was louder, larger…better =) Got home about an hour ago. What can I say? It’s a good movie. Understatement? Not sure yet.
Spent several hours at the hospital yesterday. High point was learning that her second spinal tap revealed an excess of protein in her cerebrospinal fluid which builds the case for GBS. Low point is that the nurses believe that visits from her friends should cease as they cause her heart rate to rocket as she gets too excited to see us and becomes frustrated when she can’t respond to us.
This means that until she is better, until she can sit up and speak again, we cannot go in to see her. It is so hard to just continue on doing everyday things not knowing the next time we can be with her again. I know it’s in her best interest. I do. It just sucks that we can’t be there for her (physically). Of course we are still supporting her 110% even when not at her bedside, but it would be nice if we could.
Situation sucks.
restless…
In the past week or so I’ve been having trouble falling and staying asleep for various reasons.
I’m agitated…tired.
Going from one place to another, with no sense of direction.
I don’t have to meet everyone for breakfast for a good four hours, but my internal clock roused me and it’s impossible to stay asleep. How do I pass the time?
…
I went to visit her again this afternoon…rinaldo came with me this time even though she hates hospitals. We got there at 6 and thought we’d get an hour with her before shift change (7-8pm) but they kicked us out early as they needed to change her position from how they had moved her in the afternoon.
I spoke with her uncle who flew in from the states last night, and he said her mom’s doing a lot better. Got her first full night of sleep since everything happened. Probably from the comfort of having her brother there with her to go through everything.
I think S. was awake today during our visit, though it was hard to tell since she can’t fully control her eyelids, they were closed mid-way during the visit, but the doctors said she could hear us.
I hate this so much. As someone said yesterday I wish there was a fast-foward button in life. We’re all holding onto the belief that she will fully recover. We just have to get through the next few weeks. I feel like my brain is on repeat…processing everything that happened over and over again, trying to understand what happened…
I’ve never been more appreciative of hospitals, medical professionals and all the various iv’s and machines that used to scare me. Now I know they’re saving her life.
Rosella mentioned how it’s a little easier to deal with, now that she’s seen her. I think our visits are for ourselves as much as they are for S. I know I take a lot of comfort in just being able to be near her while she’s going through this. We love you so much…don’t lose your spirit.
sick.
You can never really prepare to see your friend sedated in the Intensive Care Unit on a respirator with a million different tubes in her body for a million different reasons.
I got the call early this morning while at work. Katie came in to cover me and I just got home from the Civic. After spending all day yesterday at the water park, the last thing I expected was to end my weekend in the hospital with some of my closest friends. I feel scared and numb…while she actually is numb, in her paralysis…
S…we’re all rooting for you..stay strong.
